When a Good Man

At LAST! after 4 WIP this is DONE!!! DONE-DIDLLY!!!

SO, I have this AWE towards Markiplier, and by awe maybe it can also be called as an obsession.
This feeling becomes more and more bigger it's overflowing, it mesmerize me. 
it's amazing how our brain works, that one guy can turn a person (in his case A LOT OF people because he's so AMAZING) psychology up side down. And this rollercoaster ride will become bad if I don't channel this feeling. And as a fan, what could more be convenience than fanart.

This artwork has been a really passionate journey.
You see, a lot of people usually draw what they think the object looks like on their mind rather than what is the object really looks like. and that's what I usually do, and I don't want that. so I needed to focus on every detail from the photo reference (the link 41.media.tumblr.com/3b7b7f4567…)  
it's AMAZING how this is the first time I actually "see" someone. How his eyes shaped, eyebrows, how light and shadow casting onto his face, jaw shaped and even the hair it's all so amazing, it's erotic. 

Every godamn-time I started to continue finishing this artwork it makes my heart race. What kind a feeling I'm gonna get this time? what kind of detail I'm gonna learn about him? and how far will I push my self to draw this? all that question mesmerizes me, makes me want to do it again and again and again.

And being the cubicle zombie that I am, where I don't enjoy my job, Making this artwork brought back the passion of doing what I like even more stronger than before.
(I stopped being focused and so in-depth about drawing around the last 2 years)

I know I still have so many things to fix, still have a lot to learn, and this is not 100% look like Markiplier, But this is actually a start.

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Last but not least, if Markiplier ever read this (yea you wish )

THANK YOU MARKIPLIER, watching you doing what you love in your video made me rethink of what should I do in my life, it's not clear yet but it's a start.
you have impact on so many people, even when you said you are just one guy, which is SO AMAZING how one guy can do that.

PS. His hair tho, FUCKING MAJESTIC HAIR!!!